It started around Joe's birthday when we met with his family up in the mountain for dinner. When we were getting ready to leave Ally told me she was done with her maternity clothes and gave them to Sarah and once Sarah was finished I could have them and save them for when I got pregnant. I thought that was nice of her but a little weird to think about. Then Sarah started talking to me about having kids and gave me a book
Your Pregnancy Week by Week because she had two of them. Again I thought this was a little weird but I will have some stuff whenever Joe and I do add to our family. Then a couple days later I got an ad for a free breastfeeding cover. I thought I will get this and I can use it as a baby shower gift. Through out the month I felt like there was a large amount of friends and family talking about babies and asking when we were going to have kids, my response was somewhere along the lines I am not sure but look forward to when we have kids. I had prayed several times before for guidance to know if it was time to add to our family never felt like I got much of an answer. So I prayed one time requarding this question this month and felt I had got the answer!
I believe it was Aug 2nd I told Joe I felt like I was pregnant. He asked me why I felt like I was pregnant, I told him I didn't know I just felt like it. So that night I took and test and it said I was pregnant. Both Joe and I didn't know if we should believe it or not. Therefore, I took another one and got the same results. It kind of surprised me to see this even though I kind of already felt like knew that is what the test was going to show.
Joe came with me to my first appointment. Both of us were really hoping to have an ultrasound to see this little baby. We got our wish. I looked over at Joe as our little baby was on the screen he had a big smile. I couldn't help but smile as well. It was such a special thing for both us to see our baby and then hear the heart beat. I have been nauseated and its been an all day thing not just in the morning. My hair has been breaking off like crazy. Talking to the doctor there is nothing I can do about this. I had no energy I felt like I could sleep almost all day every day. Going to work 3 days a week was about all I could handle and doing house work just didn't really happen. Happy to say now that I am 17 weeks and 3 days I do a have a little more energy. However some days I still feel like I could sleep all day. Joe has been so good to me. He is always asking how I am doing and telling me to take a nap, eat or whatever it is that he feels will help me to feel better.
I love the closeness, and joy this baby have brought for Joe and I already. My heart is full of gratitude for the blessing this baby been thus far. (more to come)